In April 2020 In the midst of the global pandemic and the subsequent lockdown, life seemed to come to a standstill for many of us. The days were filled with Zoom calls, homemade bread, and re-runs of old shows. The routines we once knew were replaced by mask-wearing, social distancing, and a barrage of daily news updates on infection rates and vaccine progress. It was in this unsettling backdrop that I discovered something profound and life changing. But in this paused world, I discovered something that set my life into fast forward when I found out I’m pregnant!
The Revelation
In an environment where days blended into nights, and weekdays were no different than weekends, my realisation that I was late didn’t hit me immediately. But when it did, accompanied by subtle signs from my body, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
The quiet of the lockdown morning was disrupted by my gasp as I stared at the positive result. It was a mix of happy emotions. My palms are sweating and my heart feels as though it’s beating out of my chest.
It’s hard to explain those initial emotions that came when I found out I was pregnant, I didn’t even care what was going in the world that moment. I couldn’t get my head around the idea that there was a baby already growing in my body, that I was already pregnant, that I was already entering motherhood.
Being pregnant during such an uncertain time is a unique experience:
- Doctor Visits: With the world practicing social distancing, even something as routine as a doctor’s appointment became a logistical challenge. Telehealth sessions became the new normal. There was times where I had to go on my own into the rooms while my Husband sat in the waiting area it was very difficult.
- Isolation: The joy of sharing the news with family and friends in person was replaced by virtual announcements. Video calls became our window to the world and to our loved ones.
- Quality Time: The lockdown ensured that my partner and I could experience every moment of this journey together, without the usual distractions of daily life.
This unexpected journey of becoming a mother during such globally challenging times has taught me resilience, adaptability, and the unmatched strength of human connection. While the world outside might be filled with uncertainty, my inner world is brimming with anticipation and joy.
Every kick and flutter is a reminder of the incredible life that continues amidst the chaos. Let’s embrace this unique experience and look forward to brighter days.
This blog post reflects my personal journey during lockdown. If you find yourself on a similar path let me know in the comments and your experience.
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